Me and Decision

Assalamualaikum..~

Setiap orang pasti ade kelemahan kan, kadang kita sedar and kadang tu tak sedar. But, I'm realized that I'm not the best decision maker!!! The worst thing in my life, like seriously..I always can't make decision for myself, ini kan pulak others!! :( Confused, serba salah, tak confident semua ada.. Negative giler aku ni.. Hemmm..

Which one better?

Which should i do first?

Contoh: 

Scenario 1: Shopping

M: Which one better?? The black or blue? 

Friends: It's up to u. If u like black, just black.

M: But, blue pun nice jugak kan? 

Freinds: Yup.. But the black also nice, easy to matching with others la nanti kan.

M: But black dah de banyak. If i take blue, then how?

Friends: Blue also nice la.. Just grab it. 

M: If u? 

Friends: Maybe i take black, malas nak difficult. 

(Start confused which one, padahal boleh je nak buat decision. Realized! Nak berubah but still same just like habit!) 

 M: I take both laaa~.

Friends: Better ..

But if: 

Friends: Blue ni not suitable for you la. Maybe black better kot 

M: Oh really? Ok :)

(Easy for me. Why??!!) 

Scenario 2: Lunch Time

M: Nak makan apa eh?

F: Hem..up to you

M: Secret Recipe??

F: Ok! I pun dah lama ta makan kat situ.

(Better for me. But..)

M: Kat Chicken Rice Shop?

F: (Muka biasa je) Boleh jugaklahh..

M: U nak makan tempat lain? Ada pape yang rasa nak makan? 

F: Taklah, ok. Bleh je. 

F: Spaghetti pun nice gak kan?

M: Ok gak. Sound great! (walaupun tak rase nak makan sangat)

F: But if u nak makan lain ok je.

M: Hemm.. It's ok. 

F: Tak pelah, kite makan nasi ayam lah. Sedap gak

M: Betul ke? Betul nak ni? Tak nyesal? Tak rasa nak makan tempat lain? 

F: ******

(Because: Rasa serba salah sebab orang tu mula-mula tak suka, then lepas nak pulak. Mesti dia macam terpaksa ke ape kan. Sebab tulahhhh~) 

Scenario 3: Opinion

F: Kalau keje ni, ko dapatlah spend time dengan family. Takdelah bz sangat and senang je keje dia.

M: Betul jugak kan.. 

G: Tapi kalau ko pilh keje kerajaan, masa depan terjamin.

M: Hem, betul tu mmg betul kan.. 

F: Tapi kalau ko keje sini, gaji lebih besar, better..

(Which one better??) 

Scenario 4: Sakit, Cuti

M: Tak sihat tapi nanti susahkan orang lain je nak kene ganti keje aku
F: It's ok. Ko rest je la
M: Nak mc ke tak ni?
F: ****

(Terlalu fikir kebajikan orang sangat!!!)

*Seee!! Sedar semuanya, tapi bila nak buat decision nanti mula lah rasa serba salah lah, confused la. Dah decide ni, tetibe hati rasa tak sedap and mula terfikir-fikir nak buat ke tak nak. Teruklahh. Penyakit ke ni??