Nervous !!

Everyday made me nervous, confused, and afraid. My new job just ok, but the tasks and the shift put me in the dark everyday and every second. I couldn't stay with peace for a second.

At the first side, I love this job. I try to love deeply and try to make it serious as my career. But the situations, management, safety, environment drive me crazy..

And now, I really scared about my job, myself.. I'm not confident with everything happen around. Actually, I try harder to enjoy my life now, here with the new 'me' and career..But everything like kill me slowly.

I just can't take it any more.. I really afraid..I'm scared..

I really want this end quickly. Please, make me peace again~ Please, I'm begging for a life, for me.. Just for me !! I really want it, its mean a lot to me - a PEACE ~